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Cherish The Mess

Oh the mess. I am not a huge fan of the mess in my house. For the most part it stresses me out. And I could have let it stress me out today. But I didn’t. I was leaving for work and saw this on the floor. No worries the rest of the floor is

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My Moms Passing

I know I haven’t posted much in regards to my moms death. I don’t really know what to write. When moms cancer came back it came back strong. When they found it, it was at stage four and metastasized across several places in her body. Jonathan and I talked to her about moving our wedding

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And Then My Heart Grew

When I married Stephen I couldn’t ever imagine loving anyone as much as I loved him. And then we had Logan. And my heart grew. It was a different kind of love. But just as strong. And again I couldn’t imagine ever loving someone else that much. When Stephen was killed I was for sure

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Traditions

For me it’s important to keep them. For others not so much. Like most parts of widowhood it really depends on the person and what they feel they need. For me I want to make sure that Logan knows who his dad was. So keeping some traditions is super important. Before I met Stephen I

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Wedding Date

Due to my moms health Jonathan Sterling and I have moved up our wedding. We created a fb group that we will live feed the wedding in that day. We can’t have too many people for health and space reasons. But we hope everyone can watch the live feed. Here is the link to the

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4months!

This little man turned 4 months old today. His newest nickname is roly poly as he is now rolling from both his stomach to his back and his back to his stomach! His giggles are life. Mama is still his favorite (woohoo!). He is almost up to 4oz bottles of his mama milk and working

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A Simple Night

A simple evening. Jake is in Florida. Jonathan is out of town for work. So it’s just me and the littles. I’m losing the thumb battle. Logan is having fun playing. I am getting in my water and reading and Logan and I had a simple and yet amazing dinner. ?TWM #eatingwell #thatwidowedmom #claylojr #tonydsterling

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