As I sit here watching Tony sleep my heart swells. He did so good for his first night home. He is for sure living up to the eat, sleep and poop thing. He was an angel last night and only woke us up if there was a reason. So we honestly sleep really well. I
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Welcome to the World Tony
Antonio (Tony) Derek Sterling 7lbs4oz 19&1/2in 2:56pm Welcome to the world little man. Mama and Daddy are so happy to meet you. You are our miracle. The answer to our prayers. We love you with everything we have. ?TWM #lifeafterloss #thatwidowedmom #tonydsterling #movingforward #answeredprayers
It’s Baby Day!
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A Meant to be Moment
Ok so this has to be one of those meant to be kind of moments. I’ve said more than once that I think Stephen and Bethany had a hand in us meeting. And this is something I feel proves that they are watching over us. Stephen had a ton of these little drives. And I’m
The Mixed Feelings
As I feel Tony move around inside me my brain thinks of so many things. Is amazing how much I can feel him move. How ready my heart and arms are to hold him and smell that new baby smell. And that makes me smile. My mind also drifts to my pregnancy with Logan. Which
Dadas Sunglasses
When you are cleaning out junk drawers you find things. One of the things we found was Dadas sunglasses. I’m proud of myself. I’ve gotten better at not crying at these things. Not that there isn’t some emotion. I can picture my husband wearing them. So I didn’t want to just trash them. So I
A Fall Break … Enjoying the Moment
We had to take a Halloween break. Don’t get me wrong we still have a lot to do to get ready for the baby. But we also needed to take a moment to enjoy this season. This is the last Halloween where Logan will be the baby. And the first where where Jacob is getting
Annual Viewing!
Time for the annual viewing of the best Halloween movie! Hocus Pocus and pizza. And later we are carving pumpkins! Family night fun! ?TWM #lifeafterloss #claylojr #thatwidowedmom
Helping Clean
Little man loves to help clean. He dropped his Cheerios and didn’t want to eat them because now they are dirty. I told him he needed to help clean them up and he got so excited when he saw the vacuum come out. He just had to help push it. He is mamas little helper
One Week From Today!
One week from today and we get to meet our new little man! Sooooo excited! ?TWM #lifeafterloss #tonydsterling #thatwidowedmom