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Team Day!

Team day at school today. He had to rep the Texans! Logan slept late and woke up in such a good mood today. His smile is everything. ?TWM #claylojr #thatwidowedmom #texans

Sometimes moments happen

Today was a hard day. Those days don’t happen often any more. But that doesn’t mean they never happen. The reality is that some things make me sad. Or mad. Or some negative feelings. And following that feeling my brain said the one thing I wish it hasn’t. I miss Stephen. I miss him so

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This little man…

This little man is hard core fighting sleep. He has basically stopped napping on the weekends. We try. Everything. He will not go to sleep for a nap several weekends in a row. And now he is fighting bedtime too. Not complaining. I know they outgrow maps at some point before then again wanting them

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A Great Day

Today was a really great day. It started with getting to go wedding dress shopping with my best friend. She said yes to the dress!!! We then had a fun lunch. Then I got to be support for Jonathan as he packed a few things at his and Bethany’s old house to finish getting the

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Yellow roses

Got to love “just because” yellow roses. I know I do. Jonathan has kept flowers on my counter from our first date. One would think that gets old. But it doesn’t. I love it. It’s one of the many little things he does to show me how much he cares. ?TWM #lifeafterloss #loveafterloss #thatwidowedmom

Dinner and Play Time Today

My living room is a mess. It’s his play room. And he isn’t yet good at picking up his toys. There are times the mess drives me crazy. But then I sit here and watch him play. Or I watch him eat (tonight we had pizza). And I just stare at him. Jonathan regularly tells

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A Question About Love

Today I was asked about still loving Stephen while loving Jonathan. Someone was trying to understand how I could say I love two men. This was my response: I don’t know how to explain my love for my late husband. It isn’t an active in love because it can’t be returned. He is dead. But

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Dogs are Lazy lol

Logan is at school. Jonathan is in the office working and I’m sitting on the couch doing PD for work. So basically we are all working. The dogs….they are relaxing. Yes they are spoiled. ?TWM #lifeafterloss #longsterling #aslongpets #tasharoe