Starting a New Year

Dear Stephen,

Today is the first day in another year you will not see. You never got to see 2019&2020. It’s still painful to know you aren’t going to be in this year too.

I know it’s a strange thought to many. The idea that the widowed aren’t a fan of New Years. That it’s just another reminder that their person is gone.

Logan has had a great year. You would be so proud of him. He is so smart. So loving. And he loves being a big brother. I know you wanted him to be a big brother. We both did. And I hope you are looking down and can see how great he is at it. How much he loves his little brother.

We love you. We miss you. We will bring your memory into this new year. You may not be Tony’s dada. But even he will know you. And Bethany. We will talk about y’all. We will remember y’all. Love y’all.

I hope we are able to make you proud in this new year.

Happy New Years Babes
Forever your wife
?TWM