First Widowed

At 1130 lastnight I called my husband and told him my moms car was dead and he suggested I take her home and we stay the night there and fix it in the morning. He was on his way home from work.

At 8am this morning I woke up and saw that my security system told me I missed my door bell being rang. The video footage was police ringing the bell and knocking on the door. The time stamp said the alarm had been set 21hrs before that. My husband never got home

At 1030 I got to my house and there were three cop cars at my house and I was asked to go inside and have a seat.

Last night at 1145 a drunk driver was driving at high speeds and ran right into a car sitting at a red light. The F150 flipped over the small soft top convertible instantly killing the driver.

At 1035 today I got told I’ve lost my husband and my son has lost his father.

Our lives will never be the same. My son will never remember his dad. Our four year wedding anniversary is Tuesday. And he will never have his first Father’s Day.

There are no words right now.