Daddy’s Little Boo fell asleep on mommy tonight. And I’ll be letting him sleep with me tonight. I need the cuddles. I had some alone time today so I let myself cry. And after picking Logan up from school we played in the pool daddy got him. Logan has so much fun. And I cried a little while he was splashing around. Stephen got him a good sized blow up pool instead of the small baby pool because he wanted something big enough for the three of us to hang out in this summer. I was sitting there watching my son have so much fun and sad that his daddy never got to sit in the pool with him. But I want to make sure Logan enjoyed it like his daddy wanted. So having cried twice today I need to hold onto my baby boy. I know I don’t sleep well when he is in bed with me. But that doesn’t matter. I just want to hold him close. #claylojr #aslongbabies #babybumblebeelong