Stephen, I’ve had our song in my head non stop for days. On one hand it’s nice. On the other hand its torture. I had bad dreams lastnight and woke up shaking and got sick. People keep saying I’m being strong. I’m not. At least not lastnight and so far today. I’m going to go see you in a few hours I hope. I thought I would see you earlier in the day but I was unable to really get out of bed. I did get up and nurse Logan. You don’t have to worry about him. He is out with my mom right now and will be back soon. After I nurse him I’ll go to see you. I love you. #claylo