This little one is the reason I got through today. We played and had all the cuddles. I don’t know what I would have done without him. He did get to see me cry today. Two months is a long time to not have talked to your husband. In not very long it will be the time Stephen was taken from us. In right over two hours. So we are starting bedtime early tonight. Logan didn’t get his pm nap and I’m hoping that means he will fall asleep quickly. I want to pump and go to bed. I need to call it a night early. I hope he lets me. But if he doesn’t it’s ok. I don’t know if I’ll be able to fall asleep anyway. But I’m going to try. Thank you to everyone that reached out to me today. Even my neighbors came over to check on us. It was very sweet of everyone to be thinking about us. #claylojr #claylo #aslongbabies #babybumblebeelong