School, for us both

Logan loves school. When we put him in we thought he would only be there a month. He had become so active that I wasn’t able to study. So we made a deal. I study. Cram for a month and sign up to take my state exams. Now I can’t focus on school. I’m taking a break because I have to be honest with myself. My brain is in too much in a fog. So I’m giving myself the summer off from school. I’ll sub again when the next school year starts. And I’ll pick up my school work on the days I’m off. But Logan is still in the preschool we put him in. With everything going on I wanted his schedule to stay the same. He doesn’t need to see me going through his dads things. Or changing accounts and updating car insurance. Running to banks. All of these activities take a toll on me. And he doesn’t need to see that. Or hear me have to say over and over again why I’m closing accounts. When he hears me talk about his daddy he only needs to hear how much his daddy loves him. I was so upset when I first put him in school. And now I’m grateful we did it. Logan loves his school. He is always so happy to see his teachers. I get sent pictures of him each day along with a report of their activities and lessons for the day. He has been super happy. This is the pic I’ve gotten so far today. Look how happy he is. #claylojr #aslongbabies #babybumblebeelong #goddardschool