So tonight is our first night alone in the house. Logan passed out nursing before I could give him a bath and put his sleep sack on. I went to put him in his crib and it hit me that I couldn’t do it. Have him across the house from me with no one else here. So he may be back to the bassinet off and on as We have nights alone here. At least for a while. Yes I’ve turned the alarm on. Yes I’ve double checked the locks. Yes we have 5 cameras. But I think I’m going to need him in the room with me on the nights that I’m the only adult in the house. I don’t like it. But I’m going to need to get a gun. I felt protected when Stephen was home. Lots of times we went to bed hours before he would get home. But he was always here when we got up. And as we will not have that any longer I will be keeping Logan close. #claylojr #aslongbabies #babybumblebeelong