One of the things I’ve tried really hard to work on the last couple years is balance. Specifically when it comes to living in today but still honoring what was. I will never be one of those people that feels it is ok to erase, or never speak of, the past. My past is a
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New hair cut….looking a lot like Dada and loving it
As he gets bigger be looks more and more like his dada. Looking at these pics with his new haircut makes me smile and it stings at the same time. And this is what almost five years can look like. Ive been able to move forward in life. Amd at the same time there are
First day of kindergarten!
I can’t believe he is starting kindergarten. Five years ago I was counting down to his birth. He is so smart and we are so proud of him. And I know his Dada in heaven is just as proud. 🖤🖤🖤
Least favorite chore?
I’ll go first: Dishes! 🤬
New support group!
Calling all widowed mamas! New group!
Getting my story out
A couple of weeks ago I was contacted and asked if I could have my story out on a website. My goal on my ThatWidowedMom stuff is to be able to help others. So the idea of a website putting out my story was so amazing. I truly hope it helps others. TWM🖤 #thatwidowedmom #lifeafterloss
That Week in May
I may be in my feelings the next few days. And one thing I will stand by is that’s ok. Tomorrow is the anniversary of Stephens death. The next day is when I found out and three days later should have been our wedding anniversary. It’s only natural that this is not my favorite week
Dada Stories
Dada stories Logan has hit a phase that I am calling dada stories. This phase isn’t an easy one for me. You see he doesn’t have any memories of his own if his dad. He has what I have told him. He has pictures. But that’s it. So he is making up his own memories.
Dada Stories From a Child
Dada stories Logan has hit a phase that I am calling dada stories. This phase isn’t an easy one for me. You see he doesn’t have any memories of his own if his dad. He has what I have told him. He has pictures. But that’s it. So he is making up his own memories.
A simple & innocent request
And so it happened. It felt like a knife stabbing me in the heart. But I put on a smile and hugged Logan tight as I explained that we couldn’t do what he wanted. You see he started talking about pictures with Santa. He said he wanted Dada (Stephen) to be in the Santa pictures